rappings the only thing ive invested more energy and time into in my life than getting high; and ive been getting high 15 years. people ask me when im going to monotize this skill set and get paid to do a show or do an album. but they dont realize id pay to rap if i had to. id pay for it like i paid for heroin. i re up notebooks and have pens shoved in every pocket ,drawer, backpack like they were clean ones and foil. if you talked to me last year id probally tell if i had to guess between me dieing on heroin with a needle in my arm or me dieing face down in a notebook with a pen in my hand , was about a 50 /50 odds that eventually one of these things will happen. but thats the funny thing about life, nobody ever makes it out alive ....PonyBoy YSC.